So short update

well, it sucks not having internet but partially i am glad that its so hasslesome to have internet cause i am studying harder. but not being in contact with people does kinda make me nuts. oh well, i will get internet eventually.

i have so much that i want to say but i cant think of where to begin. i guess from the head down, maybe?

so lately i`ve been ratting up my hair because thats what jo-san does and she made it look really pretty on me. and i like the compliments so i just keep doing it.

i`m running out of contacts and if you have the heart/money to send me some more mommy i would greatly appreciate it. thyroid Rx is low too.

i have apparently gotten so fluent at speaking (not fluent fluent-passable) at japanese that i now speak it first instead of english and remember how to write my letters is taking a backseat to remembering which kanji means what. i have a strong fear that when i return i wont be able to stop speaking japanese. it`s just something i know will continue. like my now hitorigoto thing i`ve got going where when i talk to myself i talk in japanese and when i curse or have a suprised moment i also break into japanese. and regularly use japanes nouns in english sentences.

but actually i gotta go, i just remembered that lena is waiting for me on the ikkai. jah, matta nah.

i will try to write again soon.