pardon the language, it's been one of those days.
just a note mom. your comments said that [you will be mailed in the box tomorrow] and [take care of one's self] the latter is less ridiculous i guess and i got the point but it made me laugh.
anyhow, i love you. i'm trying to do what's right but for some reason it feels like i keep getting punished. like yesterday with monetary stuff and today i felt really sick and i almost hurled right in my classroom. but i got out and i went and laid down in the sick room.
but i felt like i got punished because after that i didn't go to any of my classes. how did i get punished? i lost my 75 dollar train pass. oh yeah, things are going good. oh, did i mention that i borrowed someone's umbrella then left that on a train too?
i don't know if it's a cold or the stars but something is conspiring against me.
THEY just don't want me to have a good week, i guess. or something.
all i had wanted was enough time to do everything, now i have more to do, less will to do it, and the same scant amount of time and money.
but don't worry, i always come out on top. i can do this too and be stronger for it. that's what i'm choosing to believe. and it's true, someone will find my umbrella, my stuff, and my train pass and they will turn them in because they are better people than me. and i will turn it in, the next time i find anything. it's just a lesson i had to learn the hard way.
and come next wednesday, i'll be in a great mood. if there's one annoying thing(i know there's more than one so shut up) about me, it's that i am the perkiest optimist alive. that i know of. and speaking of which, i did get to have a nap today, so that was nice. and the teachers were all sweet and concerned for me, i had previously bought my personal train pass (a chargable card not the ticket pass that the school gave me, and the school pass lets me go anywhere for free for a month, my card runs out fast.) but i bought my personal one so i wasn't stuck in the station or anything.
there's always an upside i guess. remind of that later.
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You need to look up the definitions of some words..I don't really understand all your problems with the train, but this too will pass. Keep your optimism and don't let it get you down. I have your boxes all ready to go and will send them today. Sorry it takes me so long, but I was gone all last weekend to that motorcycle rally. (It was really fun.) Do you need anything else from me? I feel like I can't help you much. Love you LOTS! Mom
Jess, Its been a week like that over here too, for everyone. I'll e-mail about it later. But just know that at some point things always have to start looking better, they always always get better! But you already know that, in fact I think you're the one that told me that.
I love you from the moon back down to my toes. Take care of yourself and don't get sick, I'm serious!
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