Just some randomness on a sunday evening

Have you ever looked at something so much that you don't even see it anymore? like you are looking through it now, or somehow bending around it, or maybe just trancing it out of focus? I was looking at an advertisment on the train this morning and everyday i try to read the advertisments and see if i can understand them, but today i was looking at this one in particular. there was nothing special about it i guess, but the more i stared, the more i liked it. it wasn't that i gradually came to understanding it, but more the fact that i could appreciate what i didn't understand and see it from the outside. see it for the way it portrays the culture, normalacy, persuasiveness, and essence of being japanese.


i was simultaneously listening to my mp3 player and i got a brilliant idea. so here it is, if you want to know what it is you'll just have to watch.

and mommy, i am giving out the exact list of things i would like you to send to me. and i know it's not cheap to mail stuff overseas, so i'm sorry.

oh and my school sent me a bill to my email 3 days ago saying that i hadn't paid for all the neccessary items that i'm required to pay for, like health insurance and tech fee and other nonsense that i can't ever use. i tried to stay up late to call them but i never got through so finally tonight i just paid it with my card. it sucks but if i don't pay it, then they wont keep me on the books which means i'd have to start paying my loan, which means i'd have a lot more problems.

back to the list, again anyone that reads this can feel free to join in with the gifts to me.

any type of dorittos chips, or any chips in the small packs
some small sweet snacks, not chocolate, not nuts, something plain but sweet like lucky charms
drink mixes that you just drop into a water bottle and go
(i can't stand this much tea)
some noodle/rice dishes where you just add water and done
some american style dessert that is just add water and done
(cookies are a good example)
some stain remover for clothes
wrinkle out
a lint roller
granola bars/special k bars/anything i can eat on the go
and the first drawer of clothes

and i was wondering if you would terribly mind hunting out, in particular, my brown long sleeve shirt with a hot and light pink stamped pattern, the wacky blue mismatchy dress that sara gave to me, and the blue sweatpants and blue sleeveless jacket. if you can't find them it's okay but i've been really wanting to wear them.

anyhow, i really haven't done anything all day but homework, cleaning my room, and i went out to a chinese restaurant with some friends. the cleaning took most of the day since they have no dryers here. I actually do like air dried clothes though.

oh well, goodnight! love you!