A few things

A few things i am expecting when i return to the states, just so you know

The day i arrive

taco bell on the way home from the ariport

a blockbuster video newer than two years ago

mommy homemade lasagna or deep dish dominoes pizza for dinner

and the ability to crash right inside the front door, aka bed ready

and the luxury/privilage of being able to call my friends in japan and let them know i got home safe

day 2

go to walmart and buy pants that i haven't had to take in myself or belt up

and new shoes (cuz my shoes are all kawaii sou.)

again, sleeping ability. that's important.

and going to a libaray/barnes and noble

light off my nihon de katta hanabi in the street

Week 1

gym membership, (possibly including a new swimsuit and sneakers)

the luxury of walking around houston, cuz i don't think i want to get settled back into a sedentary lifestyle

big lots and/or international market, cause i think i'll be missing some stuff

my old american cell phone or a new one

month 1

I want to look for a job OR go about and visit babies and dad. either one is good because i know money is harsh.

and from the moment i step off the plane, i reserve the right to fall asleep everytime i'm in a vehicle, use the peace sign in every picture, and do karaoke whenever/wherever i can. it's a japan thing.

and i really want to find cheap calling cards because i'll miss my friends.

and the #1 biggest thing i will be looking forward to........NOT having to carry so much coin currency with me!

and now things i'm going to miss.

1. going to the convini and buying bento

2. speaking in my bad japan-glish, aka the ability to say Dude, i'm going to benkyou like there's no manana and be understood completely. or the ability to say, Oppa, chugule? and be understood.

3. my friends/teachers/classes

4. the beauty standard (guys here are born in silk shirts with perfectly styled hair)

5. trains and bikes

6. izakaya's and shibuya clubs

7. hanami- flower viewing

8. the festivals

9. the ability of speaking english and not being understood

10. commiting faux pas and getting away with it by saying oh, well, i'm a foriegner.

11. being able to leave my dorm anywhere from 11pm to 5am and have all sorts of fun things i could do instead of sleeping

12. that things don't close here, ever. everything is 24 hr pretty much.

13. the safety, it's a really safe country

14. phone email-ing in japanese

15. the food, rice especially

16. that the food over here is so low fat

17. signs in bad english, and shirts/hats in bad english

18. weird fashion

19. harajuku and shibuya and shinjuku and ikebukuro

20. intense smells from restaurants and people staing outside yelling 'Irasshyamase!'

21. being cute cause i'm differnt. Otaku bait.

22. teaching english

23. people saying, "you sound so cool when you speak in english." "Eigo kakkouii!"

24. 1 dollar onigiri

25. the phrase 'Sou ka?' because it has really no good translation in english

26. The phrase 'Mah ne....' for the same reason as above

27. everything else

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love you! miss you!

me

brief update

okay so this is just a brief update and i really don't know quite where to start. i feel like everything about me is changing so much that if i blinked i'd miss something too so i don't know what or how to describe what you haven't seen.


i guess i'll start with some pictures. and guess what, i didn't have to position myself to hide a double chin. for once. And i just took them here, so sorry no sights of japan. i keep forgetting my camera at home. but i'll try to remember to bring around more often.







I know, pretty right? but try living around a poulace who's average size is 0 and you'll understand why i still feel like i wiegh a billion pounds at size 12-14.



and i thought i had a job but the offer got recinded so now i'm looking for work anywhere. but the moment they hear my accent or see my face it's always the same "i'm sorry the position was just filled two seconds ago. bad luck. sorry." it's sucky but whats worse is knowing that the debtors sara's dealing with are soon going to be my problem too.



and my english is getting sucky. i don't know i'm gonna graduate with an english major when my english has gotten so bad. oh well, i'm sure it'll snap back.



and everyone over here is trying to convince me to stay, not to mention all of my korean friends keep telling me how much they adore me and then going off to jobs or colleges and never writing again. the affection train is kinda giving me whiplash.



not to mention that SOMEONE wha will remain unnamed but that i am furious with told me my REQUIRED non-make up able test was at 2:30 yesterday when really it was at 12:30. so i missed it. so again, i'm in jepardy of not passing, but this time not because i didn't study, i have been doing really well. but luck just doesn't want me to get to level 4 i guess. well, screw luck, i'm going.



and anyhow, i have hurry and go to the gym or all the good machines will be taken by the timme i get there. and yes, i have been going to the gym. i have gotten totally a lot stronger and i wasn't that much of a weakling before.



loves and hugs. miss you guys.
me

hey

if you have any internet suggestions, PLEASE tell me. i love you guys, not having internet it sucks.

love you. so much.

and mom, can you possibly take out of my bank of the west account and put at least 150 dollars in my debit account. i need to make a payment on my credit card and i need some money.

oh and i'm having a little dispute with my phone company and they think i made 1000 dollars worth of calls to america but everyone should know that's not true. and so i'm either gonna have to buy a prepaid phone this weekend or pay that really high bill or something. but utami san gave me the phone number of the city lawyer that helps english speakers. so i'll talk to him and then to a police box, because someone said that they might be able to help me somehow.

so i am kinda in a financial pickle and honestly i've been thinking about getting another loan, or like an extension on the one i have. mom, can you maybe call me before sunday night at 10pm my time at the latest?

i love you so much and i know what pressure you're under with the buying of a new house. i don't want to make trouble but i can't just run out of money. i'm living as little as i can but apparently breathing here is much more expensive than i could have ever imagined. plus, my credit card does have a limit.

anyhow, love you. that's it.

Hi people

i haven't gotten any internet still. but i bought a screwdriver and i am planning on opening up the back of my pc to make sure the ethernet port isn't damaged.

i'm writing more frequently too. i think my head is getting fuzzy lately. but i think it's because midterms are coming up next week and i have been studying all sorts of rigorously.

oh well, i'm sleepy and thanks to kim who has let me use her internet anytime i ask for it.

love you,
miss you,
me

long time no type

sorry i think i'm getting used to not having internet and i keep forgetting to check in on things. eventually i know it'll get sorted but at the moment its pretty inconvenient to check anything out.


and classes are going well, i'm losing weight, and i dyed my hair into like a sandy light brown. and i have bangs, they dont look as good as i'd like them too but soon i should grow more attatched, it's just that at the moment they're pretty short and i'm not liking the shortness.

anyhow i can't wait to see Elizabeth who comes in march and i'm still waiting on a working permit and i'm really having a good time. it's great.

i miss you all so much right now that i can't even accurately describe what it feels like, like missing a liver or something, where you dont notice it at first but gradually you realize that you're dying a little inside without it. i miss you guys like that. i love you.

always, me

missing you

guys, i know it's awfully expensive but i feel really cut off from you without internet and if you could call me i would jump from joy. and mom has my number. ok i love you.

and for zabe, my addy is
4-19-2 nishi-ikebukuro toshima-ku tokyo-to 171-0021


love you
me